Anger Management

I've been going schizo with the way I've been handling my emotions lately. Seems like my impulsiveness had gone from dormant, to moderate, and now, well... Pandora's Box deadly.

I'm not kidding.

Back then I honestly thought that I just had the longest patience in the world. I still think I do. But looking back, I would talk about myself in the third person and brand my existence to be degraded from a human being to a pathetic doormat full of crap. I would even tell myself what other people have told me about, well... me (duh!):

"Your too generous."

"Don't let them abuse your kindness."

"How could you let them do that to you?"

"No way, are you okay? That'll piss me off."

"Dude, you're the best actress I know."

Conclusion? I'm angry. I'm very angry.

Ironically, it's very liberating. Though nothing good should come out from something bad, I really think its a good thing. Subjectively speaking of course.

*Sigh* Wrath. One of the seven deadly sins. I'm soooooo going to hell.